back again been so long

It's been so long since I've been here in my little place of escape where my words float free in cyber space, my fingers have been itching to write my mind ready to pour out what my heart has to say, because speaking takes too much energy,
 so I'll just write...

New Wine Skins

Out with the old.
It's time,
Time to write,
time to dance like never before,
time to sing,
time to play guitar,
time to live by faith,
time to take a stroll at the park,
time to pay more attention,
time to listen even more now,
time to love more and hate no more,
time to leave myself behind,
time to listen very closely,
HE SPEAKS

NOW

BROKEN HOMES
LOST SOULS
WOUNDED HEARTS
WAR
HATE
MURDER
ADULTERY
DEATH
SICKNESS
DISEASE
FAMINE
HOMELESSNESS
DRUGS
SIN
NO HOPE
BUT
JESUS
THE LAMB
THE SON OF GOD
LIFE ETERNAL
THE WORD
IN THE FORM OF MAN
SACRIFICE
THE CROSS
DIED
RESURRECTION
HOPE
LOVE
...FOR US...NOW...HOLY SPIRIT.
COME

GODS WOMEN


YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE GOD CREATED YOU EXACTLY AS YOU ARE AT EXACTLY THE RIGHT TIME WITH YOUR EXACT FEATURES. THERES NOT ANOTHER WOMAN LIKE YOU.

YOU ARE GRACEFUL, FOR AS THE YEARS GO BY PATIENCE, KINDNESS AND UNDERSTANDING BECOME YOU AND YOU SMILE EVEN WHEN ALL THE TRIALS HAVE COME AND GONE AND YOUR STILL STANDING STRONG.

YOU ARE LOVING, BECAUSE YOU PRAY AND PRAY AND PRAY THAT GOD KEEP YOUR CHILDREN AND LOVED ONES SAFE THOUGH YOU MIGHT TRY BUT THERES NO EARTHLY WAY YOU COULD HOLD THEM ALL IN YOUR ARMS FOREVER TO SHELTER THEM.

YOU ARE WITTY BECAUSE YOU RAISED CHILDREN, TOOK THEM TO SCHOOL, ATTENDED SOCCER, FOOTBALL, BALLET, AND OR CHEERLEADING PRACTICE,COOKED FOR YOUR FAMILY, MENDED RELATIONSHIPS, WORKED FULL TIME AS A MOTHER, PASTORS WIFE, TEACHER, FACULTY, WAITRESS, AGENT, NURSE, DOCTOR, LAWYER, TELLER, SINGER, DANCER, PHOTOGRAPHER, AND STILL HAVE SANITY AND ARE ABLE TO JOKE ABOUT IT ALL.

YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT LIFE, LOVE, AND LIVING BUT MOST OF ALL...

ABOUT GOD

LET ME BE

OK SO LET ME BE IN PEACE. AWAY FROM THE LAUGHTER THE NOISE THE COMMOTION, THE GATHERINGS WERE EVERYONE GETS TOGETHER TO MAKE SMALL TALK AND INVENT NEW IDEAS OF NOTHING. LET ME BE ALONE I DONT NEED TO HEAR, YOUR A GREAT PERSON, OR I LIKE YOU. I HAVE A PIECE OF MIND ITS NOT THE ONE I VOICE MY OPINION ON, OR MAYBE NOT ENOUGH . YES I CARE FOR MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, BUT I CARE ENOUGH TO SAY THAT I HAVENT CARED ENOUGH. THE WORDS NEVER SEEM TO COME TOGETHER AS THEY SHOULD. I'M MISSING THE TRUTH. WE ARE. AND I'M INFURIATED AT MYSELF FOR GETTING CAUGHT UP IN THE DECEIT FOR MISLEADING MYSELF FOR LEADING MYSELF, AND NOT LETTING MYSELF BE LEAD BY THE INFINITE THE GREAT, IAM.






IN THE ABSENSE OF YOU IN ME

WHY DO I FEEL SO EMPTY.
FILL MY DAYS WITH FAMILY AND FREINDS.
WHY DO I FEEL SO EMPTY?
SEARCH FOR MEANING IN THE MOST MEANINGLESS THINGS
WHY DO I FEEL SO EMPTY ?
TRY TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE
WHY DO I FEEL SO EMPTY?
FIND SOMEONE TO FILL MY EMPTY DAYS
WHY DO I STILL FEEL SO EMPTY?
SEARCH AND SEARCH AND STILL NO ANSWERS
WHY AM I SO EMPTY? OPEN YOUR HEART, YOUR MIND SEARCH IN THE RIGHT PLACES AND MAYBE THEN YOU WILL SEE. WHY YOU ARE SO EMPTY.
I NEED MORE OF YOU!

I alone know the plans I have for you, plans to bring you prosperity and not disaster, plans to bring about the future you hope for. Then you will call to Me. You will come and pray to Me, and I will answer you. You will seek Me, and you will find Me because you seek Me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:11-13

INTO THE UNKNOW

There is a feeling of nothingness inside
it begins with the failure to understand
ignorance
all of it
in pieces
begginning with
and continuing in
the cycle of the road to the unknown